Thursday, December 24, 2015

What would you have done?

As I was leaving my house I saw 3 skateboarders on my neighbors front stairs doing jumps. I walked over and said "Please don't do that here, he just had those stairs replaced and doesn't want them ruined." The middle sized kid who wasn't even on the stairs said "do you live here?' I said no and he says "Then this ain't any of your business". I told him that it is my friend Brians house and that I'm sure he doesn't want them on his steps. Again he said that it wasn't any of my business. I said "Let's go ask Brian if he minds". He said to mind my own business. I said that if it was his house he wouldn't want his steps ruined. He said he wouldn't care. I said let's call your mom and see what she thinks. He said "you ain't getting my information" I finally just turned tot he kid on the stairs and said "Please just get off of the stairs" at the same time the mouthy kid said "Man, let's just go" so they left.
Now. Sal is standing on the sidewalk in front of our house not doing a thing. He would have been happy to just leave those kids to it. When I walked back to Sal he had a look on his face like he was going to say something. I cut him right off and said "You know if it was your steps you would have wanted some one to say something."

Wednesday, December 23, 2015

day one

Life seems to go in cycles. Everything was going so good for a while. Now the peoples lives around me are imploding and I feel helpless. Starting with Marissa and Joel. To start using drugs again after being clean for so long is such a setback. He lost his job and his house. I feel like if we keep helping them they will never help themselves. Marissa is so needy. I hear that she didnt like it when Joel traveled for his job. I suppose she was in constant contact with him by phone complaining. He probably felt so helpless being away. I hear that his boss will take him back if he gets clean but he doesnt want to travel. Well, wah! They are together 24/7 now and they bicker constantly. We cant give them anything because the turn right around and sell it. I cant believe anything they tell me because we keep catching them in lies.

Wendy and Ricky are getting a divorce. He isnt happy and hasnt been in a long time. Looking back, I dont remember him ever being happy. He constantly criticized Wendy, she cant do anything right. She says she plans on staying in Indy until Jenna graduates. Who knows after that. I hope she doesnt get screwed in the divorce settlement.
I didn't even remember I started this blog. How about that.
What's on my mind?
~Christmas. What a stresser. Patients have lost their minds. The short tempers are really flaring.
~No motivation to exercise. My mind says do it. My body says no. My clothes say do it, my mind says no.
~I really just want to stamp and make books but I don't know what to do with all of them.
~I worry about mom being with out Jim for her first Christmas since he committed suicide.